It seems there are no free treats for me at present.
I am struggling so hard.
It seems life has not finished dealing me blows.
I remember, a friend once told me, "It is hard to feel depressed, when your eyes are looking upward."
I keep searching the sky, the horizon, for hope, for peace, for strength.
I am going to need all the help I can get, and all the strength I can find, to live through this, next, terrible time.
It seems my world contains nothing, but Life's Cruel Blows.
Some beautiful friends, who are aware of my sorrow and sadness made this beautiful video for me.
I cried when I saw it, and feel blessed and so touched to know I have such beautiful, caring friends.
Thankyou all, so very much.